who would vituperate me for being myself?
i know you would
yes, you…
you, who is self righteous, conceited, arrogant vociferous freak
who would often go to church to see and to be seen
who would do religious activities as indulgence for your loathsome activities
who would seek approval by trying hard to be someone or pretending to be someone else
who would earn praises in return for flattering others and following their selfish agenda
who would showcase what is pleasing to others while secretly enduring eternal suffering
leave me alone for i can’t stand to look at you
just leave for you are not worthy of my time
unless you would listen intently with discernment
unless you dig your heart out
only then you will find the treasure you’ve always been looking for
(June 2011)
